Something about Me, Something about Gay and Something about Love III

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As previously, we stopped at

'A few nice memories got me remembered that I caught 'Crying out Love, in the center of the World' and Wet Dreams 2 and a few more other nice movies with Irvine.. Irvine did make a very good movie critics and was a very good movie kaki to go movie with then. And is one of my most frequent hobbies I like to do from time to time. Those were the time when things are just purest and sweetest with no intentions to think of and nothing to worry or care about. And Victor on the other hand, hold a part of the turning key to what I had then.. And The part that Irvine wants to date me is somewhere during this sweet little July till my birthday, one of the very very fine day.'

With such a date, we took things slow and I mean it.. SLOW. We sometimes can skip a few weeks and resume some meetings and from time to time, we are able to click really well. This is when Victor comes in the picture. On a very fateful day, Victor asked if we could meet and I was just knocked off from my NS day "work" and on my way to Aljuined station (back then) for a class (Diploma). And he met me somewhere at Chinese Garden stop. And of course I agreed.. since I didn't met up with him before and out of sudden he initiated, so why not? And so when I reached the stop, I just get off the train and walk backwards to find him.. to my amazement, my Kent didi was there.. and it was then that I realized that they exchanged numbers on the day of celebration for my birthday.

So the three of us traveled to Aljuined area and there is where I had my quick meal and rush off for my class. I personally ain't petty or what that I can remember something so small, just that I find it was one of the major shifting point of my story. So [skip.. skip.. skip] it reach a very day that I was on a phone conversation with Kent didi and then suddenly out of curiosity I popped-out this question, 'how do you find Victor?' and then later on admitted that I had a very unique (and positive) feeling towards him that I don't know what is it known as also. And we shared a lot more other similar linking conversation and later on knowing that Victor sent Kent didi back home and then no transport to travel back home and they were trying to figure out what to do. [I ain't involved after that]

And comes one very fine Friday that I went for my weekly routine clubbing both Friday and Saturday. And what actually happened was that I enjoyed my clubbing session as usual, had a few drinks and gulps of liquor, lots of dancing and moving around the dance floor and such. Usually ended around 3am and I proceed to have some food in Maxwell, all so usual, until Victor was about to make his way to a gay spa (usual spa facilities) called 'V-Club'. And he asked if I am tired and interested to follow him to there to rest as there's "rooms" available to rest. In a general understanding, in a room a lot of things could happen, e.g. sleep.. but in this specific issue (I was unaware back then..) means sex.

I followed him, we chatted as happily and comfortably as what we usually do and then minutes later, reached. And then as a newbie, they issued towel and a locker key to me.. which I was still not very aware of it figuratively, but literally. A locker is to put stuffs and secure it safely, and a towel is to wipe yourself dry that is. But then later looking at how Victor does it, he took off everything that's on him and then covered with the towel and locked every other things within the locker.. kind of shy then, I followed. And then we proceed to use a bit of the sauna room and such. During the sauna room, we just happened to be discussing about Kent didi, who was back then, still with Nelson and both are equally important to me as a friend and yet have problems with their communication. And suddenly it came to a point Victor slipped his tongue saying Kent didi likes him... (OMG!)

I was like suddenly showed extreme attention and keep asking a lot of 'and then...?' and guessed was was Victor's response? Victor said something like this, 'Kent is still young and thinking is still a bit childish. I wouldn't pick him even if he likes me, or rather, compare him to you, I rather pick you..' I was like so shy and just replied with a 'orh...' And later on, after most of the facilities he wanted to use we have been through, we took shower together. The concept of the shower there was open concept, which was nothing special, as in NS, most people would have to get use to bathe side by side nakedly with other guys. And so I did.. It was dark as there wasn't any light around back then as it could be sometime around 5am maybe that they would switch off most light and proceed to resting in the "rooms". And by the way, the 'rooms' have a name to it, and they called it 'dark rooms'.

It was dark, but nonetheless, with the availability of light, I did take glimpse after glimpse of his naked body.. and it doesn't take me long before erm.. I was erected. Simply true and feel it is normal to openly discuss about this now. I enjoyed what I saw and well, he did, of course, I think, saw my erection. Well, and after that we just quickly finish up and get dried and wrapped and turn in for the night. The 'dark room' is small, just like a room no bigger then maybe a 6m by 5m and the bed is just a thin sponge mattress with a toilet roll's holder behind the door area. And well, that is when I popped the question if he wish to be with me (which is I guess a rush and yet very deep romance decision) and he said yes and we rested.

Yeah, rested means sleep in most context, but in this, it merely meant closing of eyes. I can't get used to the mattress for one and second, it is the very first time I slept on the same mattress with someone I like a lot. Minutes ticked and minutes tocked and then he suddenly spoke and ask if I was still awake. I opened my eyes and said yes, and we just casually conversed as in 'I thought you are tired, why ain't you sleeping?', 'so, do you come here often?', etc. And then come to a point when we intended to tease one another by tickling, and suddenly through the struggle and tickle and giggle, Victor's towel loosened and opened up. Of course I didn't notice it immediately, but until a struggle of x minutes that we both grew exhausted from struggling, then I start to notice the "oops".

I didn't react gentlemanly enough to cover him up, but in fact, fanned the situation further and ended up with some steamy night. Since it was the 'dark room', it was well equipped: condoms, lubricant, tissue wipe, etc. By the time both of us are ready to drop back to the mattress and lie dead, the day broke and that's when we rested for real. TBC (To Be Continued)...