Something about Me, Something about Gay and Something about Love II

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As previously, we stopped at

'I was observing the situation and he seems to click very easily with crowds he hardly know. Soon gather.. soon cut the cake.. soon Victor gotta leave and I walked him to the taxi. An unforgettable night it was. Jia Jun was drunk, Muk was with YX, Jerald, Nelson and Kent was busy chatting around, and Irvine starts introducing me several way to drink liquor, eg. Screwdriver. And hit the club in the later night.. Nice planning right? Night went smoothly, and enjoyed it so much.'

A little introduction about this date of mine then, Irvine. He is a real gentlemen working and studying, shows high independence and high time-upkeep. Not very tall, and is somewhere around my ear-loop area in height, and a bit baby fat. Very patient person and his best quality I appreciated most is willingness. Both generous with his time and effort to me then, and really dotes on me. Well, then I was only around 19 years old and new in the circle, while for him, he was already in the circle years before I did and is 2-3 years older than me. The most attractive part of him to me then was his two small eyes. So imagine...

Back to the story, so from that very day onwards, everything goes back to normal lifestyle. Usual reporting to my "work place", "school" and home in a dull routine manner. And weekends then is spending time with Irvine, well, go out that is. (Caution: All events are not listed in time order, it is arranged in a random order) And one of those really special night that means a lot to me that happened even before my birthday then (with proper evidence and is documented somewhere around June) then was that we met up and he brought me to one of this dim sum restaurant, De Bao. He just know where to bring me to eat, seriously. It wasn't expensive and the food taste really great.. So basically, we easily spent 2hour plus seated in there slowly have our bites as we chatted.

I wouldn't relate that as a dating experience.. The feeling of it wasn't dating at all, it feels so familiar and comfortable unlike what I expected dating should feel. You know, all tense up and feels shy and heart-accelerated. But no, everything seems really nice and easy and we really hit topics very easily. And I believe then, he likes to call me 'xiao di di' (In Chinese. In English: little brother in a neutral speech) which really makes me feel like so well taken care of and young. And after that, we took a slow stroll and he says, 'do you want to sit down and have some drinks?' I said yes... And he won't need to ask any further and he just brought me to some really cosy nice shop, called Nines Cafe and we entered. The decors and siting all looks very cosy and warm feeling. Makes anyone that enters feels like 'make yourself at home' kind.

And we seated. For all I could remember, is next to a glass panel which is near to the shop's neon lighting sign board. It all feels very nice and we ordered drinks. And after that, not long after that, the drinks came. And minutes after that, he told me his godbro want to join us for a few moments as his godbro happens to be wanting to visit there that moment. The time has also slowly drifted off. The shop is about to close as we paid for the drinks and strolled to MRT and make our way home. From just the trip, he doesn't let me pay a single cent for anything, rejecting all kinds of repayments. And as we were on our trains travelling back home, we smsed. Asking for feedbacks, asking about my time if when will I be free and next time want to bring me along to his friends gathering, etc etc. And I agreed...

There is also an instance which embarked in my weak memory is this very time that we met up in a fine fine day and planned to watch movie. We were walking and walking and chatted, we could practically chat about anything, and apparently so, he likes new age stuffs as well, eg. Astrology, Tarot, Dowsing, etc. and I expressed interest in these as well you see. And until one traffic light when we were waiting, comes a pretty shocking part, I received a sms.. I believe then I was using an obsolete clam phone by now. And as I take up my phone and look into it, it was from Victor. My heart did raced awhile, but rather, my mind was all puzzled as I didn't contact him a lot, but just with casual sms greetings.

And comes a second and third, and then Irvine starts to poke and sees the sms and ask whose that.. As always, nothing to hide, and I just say it was from Victor of course. And for the next 20-30minutes of the topics turned to Victor then on. Irvine starts to explain that he already knew Victor sometime ago during work and that he wasn't on very good terms with him. And since he claimed that they once worked together before, of course the next thing anyone would ask would be, so how was he like, or tell me more about him, or anything similar.. Right? Or so I did. Shall not go deeper into what did Irvine say, but just basically ask me to see for myself and keep my eyes open. And then I tried probing more a little bit and then we stopped the topic and reached the place, watched movie. Can't really figure out what movie was that now...

A few nice memories got me remembered that I caught 'Crying out Love, in the center of the World' and Wet Dreams 2 and a few more other nice movies with Irvine.. Irvine did make a very good movie critics and was a very good movie kaki to go movie with then. And is one of my most frequent hobbies I like to do from time to time. Those were the time when things are just purest and sweetest with no intentions to think of and nothing to worry or care about. And Victor on the other hand, hold a part of the turning key to what I had then.. And The part that Irvine wants to date me is somewhere during this sweet little July till my birthday, one of the very very fine day. TBC (To Be Continued)...