This Friday is not being looked forward for.

Unfortunately, it still came, Friday. A very BIG sigh... Just by thinking of it, I am already not please of it. Let me come up with some reasons (or excuses whichever you pick) and stimulate my vexation further and get over with it.

1. I CAN'T GO CLUBBING TOMORROW. With my current situation of oral problem, I got to skip my favorite hangout place, weekly ritual and "anti-depressant dosage". No place to let me go crazy, release all the emotional compactness in me: stress, anger, frustration, irritation, etc. No place to see cute guys, eye-candies, and my favorite: average and nice. ^_^ No music, no 'dance like there's no tomorrow', no 'I'll hunt you down', no 'When I grow up,'.

2. MY ECONOMICS ASSIGNMENT DEADLINE IS AROUND THE CORNER. You know, I was never strong at my Economics based modules. In fact, Economics is my worst, and the module that how I wish I can really keep up with. It's not that is is boring, or what. I really liked Economics, as it really explains a lot of things that happens and no one can do about it other then say, 'Improve Technology Level' and 'Government Policies'.

3. TOMORROW GOTTA SHOP FOR PINK COLOR CLOTHS. I am gonna attend Irwan kakak's Hari Raya Gathering and put some form of 'denominator' as, 'If possible, please come in pink'. And as a family, I gotta show encouragement to this. Sometimes, as a family, to try and do things as together is an important part to keep the spirit felt. I think you won't get it also lah. But when given 'yes' or 'no', I will definitely choose yes.

4. MY FOLLOWUP TO THE NATIONAL DENTAL CENTRE IS NEARER. I still can't forget how god damn (*sorry*) expensive the whole thing was. And they better not add anymore further costs to my this incident. I think my this revisit is to take away the sewing from my operated gum. Of course, I hope it won't hurts even further. Hey, I have reasonably suffered for 2-3 days already, and I don't intend to suffer anymore longer. Although I am planning to take away my another 2 more wisdom teeth soon.

5. I AM ALONE. I still can't adapt totally to the feeling of alone. Even if not literally alone, but alone in a very deep meaning in all. I can't figure out what's the big deal, since I love the idea to be single and alone. But, in this case, alone is not a good thing. Maybe all I am looking for is someone to take care of me when I need to feeling of care and love and stuffs. Haiz.. Or maybe this just marks the end of my complaint that I am left with nothing more to really reason about my Friday blues...

Anyway, I am going off to do my Economics assignment now.. Gotta complete by tonight and submit physical tomorrow, chat later. Have a Great weekend people. <3