Meteor Garden Overnight "Marathon"

Guess what? I have had this one big craving lately, craving to dig up Meteor Garden, Taiwan Drama Serial, and continuously watch it over the night. Apparently, I manage to complete the whole thing within 36hours with 27 episodes.. Good God!! Don't know why, but I just feel like not quitting until I have finish the whole thing, even though I have seen it when I was in my secondary school age. And finally, I finished it, just few minutes ago...

I just feel that it is very different from what I used to agree to in a lot of things. I never failed to get touched by the parts and parcels of the story and eventually, teared. Really find a sense of liking for the TV serial ever since I lay my eyes on the first episode ever since then. Changes my perspective, I somehow have an overwhelming feeling for the characters in the story... especially when I have glued my eyes on the story.

Being brave in Love, pursuing Love no matter what it takes, obstacles in life, etc. It makes me feel that the word Love is something which I never experience before. I never feel or even took initiatives in anything more than just something I label as interest.. But Love, maybe I am very far-fetch from reaching there. The Love displayed in the serial is something which makes me feel that it is either too good to be true, or it will never happen.

The World that I know seems to give me very little confidence in experiencing something so desirable and natural understanding such as Love. Or is it that I am too coward to life up to it? Anyway, how many right choices can a person make until a wrong choice is made? Imperfection in the serial sets my mind entangled in a even more imperfection situation.

You know, the part I repeated and encored again and again is not a cut with lots of sweetness and nice scenes, but is the scene of Episode 20: when Shan Cai and Dao Ming Shi broke up, in the rainy night, and Shan Cai denied her love for him... What could this mean? I feel pretty exhausted and satisfied now and set my mind to ease. Bed, here I come...